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confusions

2010-11-29T22:32:00.003+08:00

what's wrong with my life these days ?

lots of confusing things happening around me.

thinkin abt saying the truth and lie/whitet lie.

am i always a magnet with wrong things ??!!

i felt it that way, somehow

but i really wonder how people think about me?

confusion, frustrations yet curious??

am i crazy ?!

i guess i am

or rather my mind is thinkin' too much.

hahs

well what can i say ? nothing ?

never wanna be a magnet for wrong things at the wrong time especially,

why issit always the people i look upon nt looking at me?

okay thinkin' tooo much i guess

but answering is a difficult job

nt wanting to hurt & bein harsh is difficult

i wonder when will the right time, person, things, etc

will come at the right time ??

just feel like leaving everything and relief

nt needing to bother

nt needing to worry

nt needing to fred

just be as happy and carefree

ps nt wanting to meet certain situations ever again

m i thinking too much ?

2010-06-17T13:42:00.002+08:00

alot of things had happened in just a short week,
being an organiser of a camp aint easy especially with people you don't know.

Conflicts, miscommunications, backstabs and all started to be more obvious but what the motive to all ?

sometimes i was thinking can't people just STOP and START GROWING UP!
sometimes i even question myself what I'm goin true now, is it a waste of time?
what my teachers had taught me what my friends had taught me, every single step i took every mintue i think back, am i putting them into the right place?
sometimes i don't know if what i did was right ? but i used to have that clear concious of right and wrong in me, where had it go ?
was it the work load that has make my decisions slowed and confuse ?
there's just too many question marks in me ?
family ? school ? projects ? friends ? and many more....
often i felt that i couldn't do this alone but where do i find the common self or where do i find the confidence to do it ?
many don't understand the more strong the character may look, the weaker it is inside .
humans tend to leave the small minor questions aside and not solving it , compliling it .
humans tend to talk behind each other not letting others learn.
what kinda world is this, or rather what kinda working style is this !?
maybe , yes there is more to come in the industry.
im really lost.

i need guidance ...
lacking the security deep inside ....

大自然的警告？

2010-01-14T20:54:00.002+08:00

512 北川地震帶走了無數的生命
帶走了一個原本很溫暖的家無依無靠一個人流浪
想想大自然照著大地帶給我們溫暖像偉大的母親
但卻以眼瞬間把孩子抛棄

生命很脆弱我們很幸福
他們的家人都走了我們還有關心我們的人
爲何“媽媽”要把我們帶到這裡但又把我們摧毀

北川的樓屋都被埋到地理洪水將樓屋再度摧毀
原本一逃出的患者已平安無事但山土應地震把他們給埋起

感觸很多不知怎麽說但心裏有著痠痠的感觸

Random

2010-01-14T10:29:00.001+08:00

feeling I'm out of place; not welcome?

HI I'M BACK!!!!

2010-01-13T18:38:00.003+08:00

HIIIIIIIII ....

people keep saying my blog is dead, blah blah blah~
indeed it is. but seriously I'm super busy that i don't even have enough time to rest. currently STRESS OUT alrdy. no idea how lifes gonna be like. nothing has been smooth these days; tense feeling in the air.

I don't really like the feeling of this
is the sad, emo feeling inside of me coming back? I've no idea.
All i cant say is nt in the mood or confidence for anything nowadays.
when thing is set but people give you that kinda look like YOU'RE NOT WELCOME kinda thing. life just sucks

partying after my projects hopefully singing n dancing can feel me from all the stress I'm facing. Support is the strength.

BIRTHDAY

2009-10-09T00:02:00.001+08:00

turned 17 th !!! woohhhh 1 yr more to 18 !!! hahas
today went ktv with friends . lovely & sweet .
thanks guys !

went movie with ling na , qian ling n sing yun n kiwi . phobia 2 ! dam scary !!!

will upload pic when i have my laptop !

夢想

2009-08-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

丑小鴨及時才能成爲白天鵝

失望

2009-08-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

好久沒更新部落格了
不只為什麽，忽然想以華文寫部落格

今天是國慶日！但是我在工作沒辦法和老朋友敍舊。真可惜
今年也是第一年沒辦法看焰火的一年
不過我不灰心，來日方長有的是機會

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最近向了很多，
想要父母給我更多的自由，更了解我和這世界的成長
有時常覺得父母都想太多
老以爲我不能照顧自己
已經17嵗了，但他們還是不了解。
我需要的是私人空間，但連我在網上寫什麽和誰對話
在看什麽，和誰出門，上上下下都管道万
連一點私人的空間也沒有！
我不是三嵗的小孩了！
我已經長大了！可以給我自由嗎？

tiring

2009-06-13T23:15:00.001+08:00

had been working the past few days . like really tiring . tml im like working in the morning . like so dam early .
arghs ! n i havent do my holiday assignment
like so hell !!!!

tee hee hee =)

2009-06-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

was working from 9-7pm .
then meet eunice at hougang ^^ we bought the same skirts !!
hahas . yes i knw im spending $ again ! like really again ....
okays move on

after work headed to eunice's huse had dinner with her n her bro . her dad's the chef => . n i tell u WOW her brother can really eat ! 3 bowls of rice ! like so WOW . hahas XDD
actually i ate two bowls . so ~~~~ yah ..... hahas XDD .

nn nw im blogging at eunice huse! ^^ later heading to CP to take train . haiis tml working from 1230 to closing . so tiring ! ='( . wad can i do ? for $ , must work !

oh ya jin qin admitted to hospital due to some things hit his head . well wish him recover soon .
luckily i did nt admit to hospital the other day when the metals fall on me . tee hee hee ^^ .
okays end here .

my feelings !

2009-06-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

Sunday went shopping with lingna after work . was a sudden decision but i spent $200 + bucks on G2000 buying clothing for sch stuffs , and just nw went out with eunice (my best sister) , her brother and their aunt and guess wad i spent another $120++ buck on buying things again ! arghs !!! im just so nt thrifty !!!!!

anyways on Sunday went to amk with lingna n qian ling . after that recieved a call like so sudden from kiwi and went movie tgt again . hahas his treat again cause he gt promoted , its sad he's sailing this thrusday and coming back 5 days later . well i dnno wadda say . i owe him a big treat thats all i knw . XDD he went aijitei that day but i didnt eat rather i played his ipod n ds . tee hee hee .
then then on last fri !!!! i went KTV !!!! woooooh !!! but shanice missed it ! cause she was sick =( . missed her ever since the startin of term break , tee hee hee . XDD anyways ktv that day but like alot of ppl left during the middle . ++ i didnt really had the mood to sing but slowly i felt so-so . anyways that day to me was weird .

then then workin tml n going for movie with eunice n kevin n alan n ivan !! NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 . gonna spent again =( . argh !!! im out of budget this month !!!

nn i've gt into the PACEsetters second round of induction as well as TPSU second round of evaluationn !!! woohoo!!! wish me luck .

n kel's missing the dancing days .........

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well some 'inside' feelings ,

kinda weird dnno how to say . i felt kinda issolated .
everything dn works well this mnth . may it be friendship, bonding, relationship .
everything sucks .
nv had the felling of real existence . but with some of my closest friends , i felt warmth .
i thank them for that .
but im wondering ,
wad is i was to fall sick n end up in a hospital . wuld any one visit .
i knw it's stupid to curse oneself . but i wanna try to be happy .
whenever i do that i tend to fell unwelcome .
probably being emo is wad i belng . or rather being quiet is for me ?
i dn get it .
sm times im wondering m i givin the right judgment ?
m i taking the right path ?
things n things i cant figure ?
a question : y m i brought to this world for ?
y m i needed ?
i cant stop asking these questions
sm did asked me to be optimistic . but i cant find the reason to allow me to do so .
being optimistic issit = being naive ?
never ending questions to go on ...

thinking on for relationship .
sm times it's best to nt knw the truth .
but when u knw u cn give up .
feelings are hard to let go but i will try my best to let go , i promised =)

nice one

2009-05-23T21:32:00.003+08:00

shanice says my blog is dying so im here to blog .
friday, 22 may was a short day and the moment when Mr. phua says there's no lab next week .we were like happy to the core !
after rebus lecture which Raymond always like to exceed the timing, lunched with FDM seniors . gary , kelvin and one unknw person sry cause i dnno your name XP shanice is in as well !
gary was the clown there giving themselves dnno wad nicknames, and making 'funny' jokes out of my laptop ?! n kelvin thinking me n shanice is a 3 yr old kid . trying to fool us with the bottle where u need to open the cap n get electricuted ! like so nt smart XD old trick le la must change !
headed bck home after that n slept the whole day cause i was like tired to the core !

new start of poly was interesting but most things learnt in sec sch so nt much of a new start wad i would say is a 50 % new start . well had camp recently too . its was high but i guessed i always isolate myself until new people knws me , ya so......
anyways was chionging rebus assignment today ! but shanice and fiona had 2 books ! like CRAZY!!!
i stress loh !!!!

nt forgeting tml is ktv time so i wont forget ! will update soon .

2009-05-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

shanice says hello (:

TIRED !!!!!

2009-05-04T22:09:00.005+08:00

ytd went Indo Chine for an awards givin event organised by my company . it was dam awesome !! apple helped me make-up =DD its was preeeetty !! THANKS APPLE ! loveyas !

photo-ed with alot of ppl that night and had a few liquor . shiok ! XDDme & apple

me n JAS me and FAD. me and RAIN me and HEZAM

ZAN me Gilda me n SERENA=)) i forget her name, so sry !!! me n JANET

after the event , i headed home n reached at abt 1 plus . XDD

hmmps , today at sch was very cos i didnt get enough slp . but still manage to caught the lessons .
n photo-ed with shanice today , to test out the new phone XDD . n apparently it worked well !!

me n SHANICE the math tutorial =))

then headed home , had quite a few miss call as i was slppin death like hell ! so sry guys !
tml's another day , going lib after sch to study with LingNa tml .

days passed !

2009-04-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

had been busy with sch , assignments etc . but still able to handle .
havent meet quite a no. of ppl for quite some time .
bump into terence a few days ago , nw im starting to lose count of days and date .
went to sentosa last wk with my class , nt all was there but it was fun . we played volley ball , captain's ball n mre like dog n bone . hahas like that's the only three things we did . well nvm it was fun still.

hmmm ... let me think .
well had rebus quiz n scored a 32 out of 40 . proud of myself =DD
then recently had been playing sports in the evening with vanessa and her clique . quite fun , probably will hang out mre often or smth .
haven been working due to busy-ness . hahas XDD .

I LOVE N903 !!

2009-04-19T20:56:00.002+08:00

15-17 april ; fun and lovable days !

firstly thanks to mentors as well as my classmates :D love ya-guys !!!
anyways it was strange and surprising for he mentors during the last day is suppose .
cause we didnt even shout out loud a single bit during the first two days and all of a sudden , out of the blue on the third day we were like so high and bonded ! like so LOL ! hahas .
well anyways it was fun and i got kinda sabo to dance the mas dance but nv mind u happy i happy , u guys happy no harm dancing . hahas XDD
nn i look forward to studying with N903 !

while i was separted from my class they gt their matrix card i was like hw m i gonna get mine . luckly thanks to Aizat i gt to get my matrix card frm MRS . MP BIG THANKS TO AIZAT !

okays then as for the food i dn wanna talk abt it , cause it's er..... no words to describ .
last day we had the rekata (idk hw to spell ; spelling fail ) we had to sit on the grass and there's alot of SPIDER !!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
then i also had sunburnt from the hot sun . dn like it !!!!!

okays then there's this jam n hop after the regata i didnt went cause im working the next day . as well as today . so shag but had to try to withstand the slppy-ness and work , no choice . well sch starting tml n im look forward to it .

as for today after work i went shopping with lingna . nn she bought shoes for sch tml . hahas . well thats all .

whoa !

2009-04-09T00:03:00.001+08:00

today was working 0830 to 630 at cotton . tiring but fun . Gus came , same old him the fun nice and lame .

anyways just came bck and was blogging .
after work met kiwi cause he's sailing to TAIWAN tml . and only will be back by end of the month .
we caught a movie DMC (detroit metal city ) it's nice and funny ! .
before that we went for a dinner at one the the restaurant at centerspace @marina square .
he treated me to all lah , so nice ! kiwi u're the best ! thanks =)) ! after that cab-ed home .

bought quite alot of things this week , polo tees , cardis , and twilight dvd and dress . it's megasales at cotton on so cant help but buy ! hahas XDD

upcoming events
tml working afternoon , then next week im gonna meet terence for k . then sat meeting lingna and going to easter then meeting gary for gym i guess . and orientation . lots of plan but little time to rest .

though im busy i'll try my best to fork out time !

emotion....

2009-03-19T01:57:00.004+08:00

ytd went to find lingna after work .
left my eclipse book at shop !!!! dammit .
nvm . tml working so im gonna continue . it's been long since i continued on eclipse so nw returning to reading as i've gt nt to do .
have been feeling dam tired these few days .
dnno why while im standing my visions was nt clear for a moment . until i balance and things stabled around me .
guess not enough slp and nt having proper meal . well nvm .
after meeting her that day we walk-ed to the CC at sengkang .
it's my first time there la . gt swimming pool , gym , staduim(still processing) , bball court . and and many more .
me and lingna thought of joinin yoga ! . i love it cause i've been wanting to join .
after loitering around we had mac as supper . high calories!!! needa slim down le ... :( . nvm i'll find the will .

loading the song 一路上有你 but my feeling is the opposite . hahas strange .

random

2009-03-16T20:15:00.002+08:00

today was my rest day . so slept at home .
mom oso had her rest day today . hahas .
mummy cooked dinner today ! havent had such a sumpous meal for so long !
finally gt my energy back .

tiring

2009-03-15T23:29:00.002+08:00

slept till 4 pm today .
actually wanted to continue sleeping .
but had to work at suntec , the weather was like so so so nice as it was raining but had to wake up for work!!
arghs .....

nvm so went to work . there was like a traffic jam la !
so was late for work .
nvm thats nt the point , cos i didnt had my lunch as i woke up late .
so bought auntie anne's .
guess wad they charge me 1 dollar only la .hahas .
i bought chocolate mint , it was nice lor ...

headed home at 10 plus after closing .
walked to mac and pack-ed home .
then nw playing wahjiong with lingna . hahas .

tiring

2009-03-15T02:20:00.002+08:00

meetin early in the morning !
then started work at 1230 .
middle of the time was like slacking .

after work join-ed lingna and singyun for I.T. fair .
headed around to look for atm machine but none can cash out money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
was PISSED OFF !! .
after that walked back from suntec to bras bersah
lucky atm gt cash ! so ate mac with singyun til we forget abt the timin .
and headed back home at 11 plus ! hahas
cos the mac was 24/7 .

tml working at suntec . but nt gonna slp yet .

friday the 13th!!

2009-03-13T20:05:00.002+08:00

today's FRIDAY the 13th .
apparently nth bad happen-ed to me .
LUCKY ! hahas .
well work at COTTON ON today ! was packing the store once again .
the sales of the day . hmmp ... nt bad actually .

tml 7am meeting .
so dam early can .
i wanna slp !
im an owl nt rooster lorhs...
awwww~

well tml going I.T. fair with lingna as she wanna buy some softwares .
like mircosoft . but actually cn no need buy . cos like our E5 class style . hack for key codes XDDD
oh ya oh ya . i wanna buy a ipod and just thought of the I.T. fair!!! its like so wasted !!!! nvm JQ say 3 mnths later gt another fair so buy suring then bahs . cos i need a mp3 like this year as my phone cant store that much songs .XDD
then then i realised gt 3 friends in total working in I.T. fair . hahas . kinda slow though

SingYun's birthday!

2009-03-11T22:56:00.008+08:00

today is SingYun's birthday . HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
went to lingna's workplace to celebrate , hehe XDD

singyun got cream-ed on her face due to the same things she did to us during our birthday . =)

photo-ed with SingYun and LingNa

after the celebration ChinYi and YingJie left . so we chated awhile while i went to talk to Mr willam tan . i asked him about the O lvl cert and he suggest that i call the sch . so we did and we went to collect it !!! so excited la ! anyways ppl read my blog please be informed that the cert is ready for collection anytime before 5 pm in school , please bring along your ic / ez-link .

proud to say i've recieved my Olevels certificate hahas.
anyways was like the first to collect . cos when we called they say can collect anytime le
so went to collect it cause i stay very far and i don't wanna make a second trip to SK .
head-ed back to LingaNa's workplace and i met jessica,rence and shuqing on the way back .
chated awhile and went back . then next thing was to text ppl abt the cert so i did .

chated in the shop for awhile then suddenly the ladyboss appeared .
we was like what the ....
nvm so we stay in the shop . initially singyun was the only part timer
now im oso one
and lingna forced me to do the calling .
so bad .
ladyboss stayed awhile and left we her husband .
a few mintues later the phone rang .
had to collect somthing from ladyboss so we went tgt .
we were shocked to recieve money for dinner as it was a treat to SingYun's birthday .
was like so paisei la .
but they insisted us on taking the money so we did .and here's what we ate .

spent a total of 29.50 .
wow!!

end of the day .

lovely day

2009-03-11T00:22:00.006+08:00

had pizza the day be4 with mommy daddy and uncle , i ordered n whole family eat!!!=)
so nice la . its a super monday so free garlic bread and drumplets .
although my stomach wasnt good , but i actually forced myself to eat hahas!!!!
anyways its good , so y not enjoy .

these album was bought on the day when i spent over 100 dollars .
as sembawang was having 50% sale so thought of buying some cds to relax and i really did .

as for today i went music entertainment and bought these 3 albums . is nice la !!! the love 101 i mean . yosof love it !! and played it during work .
he was like singing along with every single song la .
like the album is his . hahas.
but today the shop was like havoc !! i did the front half rackin . then the other half i think will be tml morning ppl clear up .

mummy boght sushi for me!!! =)
so sweet la . i was like working till halfway when she msg-ed me and say she bought sushi ! hahas
so i finish-ed everything even if i was full . she didnt knw i ate macdonald cos i finish on my way back home .
hehe xDD

next aim !!!
im aiming u baby clothing!!

OMG

2009-03-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

today was working at suntec . then after that went to compass point .
met up with ling na and shop-ed for computer accessories .
then i realised that i spent 100 over dollars in just an hour !
omg !

fun day =)

2009-03-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

met up with ling na this evening , did some shopping with her .
then headed to eunice's huse . less then 10 mins when i step into the house and we are out again .
like wad the ... ....

met up with En at kovan . along with eunice and her bro .
so we went to East Coast Carl's junior . En was the driver .
crap alot today . had fun ! ate quite alot . was so full . guo hong oso joined us at the later part .
atill crap alot .......
En's treat too ! so nice of him =) .

didnt took picture of the pace cos it was raining . so do it another time with a better weather .
well we had quite a chat though we dnno each other well . apparently everthing was fun and great .

after that En drove us back home . real mr. nice guy ! . n im the guide hahas XP

hahas end of story

nv though of it before

2009-03-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

started work in the morning at suntec . was helping out with the store due to the changing of VM .
after that i knock off and headed back to bugis to have my lunch before heading to hougang to start work again .
arriving at hougang wasnt somthing pleasant for me , nv thought i woud turn out like this .
first day with yousof the new SM . he's fun la ! but due to the gloomy mood i have i have to say sorry i'm unable to kep smilin .
probably im nt lovable thats i cn say .

but surprisingly En made my day a little happier .
dnno y . lol .
anyws meeting him tml hahas .
hopefully it would be somthing pleasant .
tuning to my fav tv show :DD

suntec

2009-03-03T20:34:00.002+08:00

first time working at cotton on suntec .

sians . waiting for sch to start but i dn wish to go for orientation .
headache !!! sometimes im wondering if i have pian tou tong .
nth much to blog abt , tml going suntec again helping to change vm .

out with mom

2009-03-02T20:38:00.003+08:00

outfit of the day

ytd slept at 8 plus till this morning .
went out with mommy =)
we head-ed to tampines , took 23 to test the route !
then after that went to giant bought a few necessities .
then daddy drive us home .

tired

2009-03-01T15:45:00.001+08:00

well well . didnt get enough slp due to the show .
the movie is like still in my head .
arghs!!!!!!

i wn at least a day of peaceful slp !
well the signal of illness is like really coming .
haiis .

so dam bored .

back to hougang

2009-02-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

today went out in the early morning to do some paperwork for my enrolment and send it to the school .
had to head for work after that . so i travelled to hougang . but in the end i see my schedule it was like 630 then start . somebody chang-ed my schedule without telling me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but today my health was nt very good . a singal of falling ill is coming .
gt cut on my hand oso :'( .

dam bloody and fun day

2009-02-27T20:15:00.005+08:00

this morning went to amk SATA with lingna to collect report . then we bought soya bean drink . i like it alot !!

after that headed to the cathay to catch a movie , dam gross !!! but nice!!!
lingna was like freaking scared , she was actually wondering how come i suddenly so brave . as i dn dare to watch horror movie , even if i did it's a waste of money .

the 3D glasses

my entry ticket

our tickets =)

me and sing yun

after movie met eunice my sister and chat awhile before her movie .
after that headed to ps for pastamania .

my pasta

lingna's pasta

singyun's pasta

after dinner . we headed to zone X for a BASKETBALL PK . so tiring la ! but i did score a 108 at least nt bad lor . but singyun scored 113 and lingna scored 109 !

must win them the next time .

we then headed back home while i met up with eunice again and her friend . then sat outside cathay . she went for a smoke as usual cant stop her . haiis . we were like talking crap la !!! playing havin fun . then i saw kelvin the birthday boy . well didnt expect it . but didnt call him .
after that had quite a chat with my sister then walk-ed home and she went clark quet .

end of the day !

LOT 1

2009-02-26T23:39:00.003+08:00

today was suppose to work at hougang , but ayuni called and ask me go lot 1 .
met up with sukashi then we went for work .

jade was there , gus oso and hougang's new ST yosouf .
work till closing .
then bought macdonals .

tml gonna collect my medical report . sian and and probably try if can watch my bloodly valentines' cause it's M18 .
haiis .

medical checkup .

2009-02-25T22:15:00.003+08:00

today met singyun at 930 , travelle-ed to amk to meet up with lingna .
we went to SATA at smk for our pre-poly medical checkup .
alot of ppl !!!!

well we didn't know where to go .
so headed to toa payoh for a walk
met janet .
then headed back home . boring la .
tml im working night shift .

friday needa go collect medical report . and probably watch my bloody valentine . >.< although i hate horror movies .

enrollment package

2009-02-24T15:16:00.003+08:00

recieved my enrollment package a few days ago .
was kinda pissed off , cause got lotta things i needa do .
well no chioce .
i'm actually not bothered by the course but rather the CCA . hahas
i had a chat with chinyi and indeed no surprise we are in the same boat .
we cant decided on what dance to join .
chinyi wanted modern . im fine with that .
but it turns out that there is no modern dance .
but rather there's hip hop . it's under the dance ensemble .
i tort i would be like some chinese dance or wad so ever . but IT'S NOT .
then she tort of wnna choose latino . im fine but my dance area is ballet , hip-hop then modern.
so it's kinda weird hahas , but im ok with it .
conclusion we wait till school opens then go check it out .
LOL .

i guess i was bored to death to photo-ed myself with my AH LIANG when webcam-in with lingna . hahas .XDD

enrolling tonight!!!

sembawang

2009-02-23T21:36:00.001+08:00

ytd and today worked at sembawang . super deserted ! .
today my dad motor-ed me to yishun to collect enrollment package then headed to work .
kinda tired but fun meeting new friends.
well having headache . so wont type much

autograph !!

2009-02-20T22:17:00.003+08:00

well today woke up at 10 am . and got a morning call from lingna!!!! .
she was like asking me to hurry dwn to woodlands for sm jiro thingy . so okay i tried my best .
but she made me waste me time for slp .
nvm so i rush down . not much ppl . but the event start @ 7 and she ask me to reach so dam early .!!!!
feel like killin her .

well photo-ed with her though

the stickers for entry

the event's poster

the crowd (only the right side !)

end of the day! tml's gonna be restin home day!!

sick

2009-02-19T19:16:00.001+08:00

was home again last minute gt a call sayin i need not go to work .
well okay , but happening i was dwn with flu again! hate it hpefully it will recover tml or wad .
gonna meet lingna tml , probably en too . see hw it works out .but it wuld be day out for tml .

slppy

2009-02-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

was hom-ed today . well after so many days of work and some outing finally had a day to rest .
i've been waiting for this day la . can rest with peace ! hahas
well haven done much today . so cant blog anything .

new modem in the house!

2009-02-17T21:50:00.002+08:00

meet lingna at 5 . she's late . haiis .
we went toa payoh first to grab something .
then went yishun to get letters for my parents .
after that went for a shop at yishun but nth cos northpoint is renovating . :(
so headed back home . took me 1 hour or so to reach home .
well kinda boring today .

new modem in the house

wow !

2009-02-17T12:26:00.003+08:00

the singtel worker just came to install my new boardband . and i needa turn on my destop and laptop .
speaking of which, my destop is like so old .
but after the internet is restored . im like cool!!! never notice that my destop's screen is so big and clear . hahas . rmb last time before i got my acer laptop . i've been using either my destop or ibook . but after i;ve gotten the acer i've been using it like hell la . nw i think it's time that i start to use my destop again . but i;ve gt no privacy . until then maybe only when no one's at home i will use the destop . like nw!!! otherwise it would be happy laptop-ing .

another matter , later im going out with lingna , then heading towards yishun to check out my letterbox.
hmm.... will update at the end of the day . well this friday night was suppose to meet En . but he's booking in to camp at 330 so cant meet him . hahas . long time nv see him , ever seen the day at nlb .
well friends are not hard to meet if u take the time to make arrangements. =)

bored

2009-02-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

14 feb jus over . nw waiting for 14 march .
it actually white valentine's where guys should get their propose replied .
well it doesnt matter that much .

today was waken up by my block nose prob .
when i try to sand up and take medication i was like wobbling la .
then i went back to slp , but when it was time to go to work the medication like only got effect la !!!
like what the fuck . time to work .

nvm today knock off earlier than expected cos of the wages that was real bad .
but im real tired anyways . thinkin too much these days . hadda rest .

valentine's here!

2009-02-14T21:35:00.003+08:00

14 feb , sweet day huh ...
it's the day for couples hahas.
but for me im working .=)
initially i was suppose to end shift at 1230 but in the end extended to 830 . so jus came back and now blogging. . hahahs

jus nw michelle called ask me where i was . working of cos . then she wondered nobody date me . i say hahas pathetically no .
fine with me at least i cn work . hahas .

photo-ed with sukashi in the store while havin lunch .

reborndin and highlightin

2009-02-11T22:55:00.002+08:00

today went to yishun and had my hair done .

give comment worhs =)

next eunice came to find me at the place where i had my hair done . i was like aching la . had to sit there from 1 plus to 7 plus . die XD
but kinda worth it . hehe .
then cab-ed to compass with eunice and chin yi . meet felix and sammi , had dinner with eunice then went for a walk and head-ed back home . hahas kinda boring today . tml gonna work from 1500 - 2100 . hehe . =D . happy working . nn valentine is coming have a sweet day with ur lover . for singles i wish u find ur other half soon =) .

amazing

2009-02-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

it's kinda weird . it's been long seen i cant slp . and lasted till 1 am im still awake .
well had to say the past few days i was like a sleepy-head . can say pig . hahas .

but ytd and today was terrible . my whole body ache ever since they day i came back from blading . cn anything be worst than the feeling of body - aching . nt gd ! . cant slp peacfully ! .Oops i guess i used the wrong word . nt peacfully more of soundly hahas

well tml needa wake up kinda early but i dnno wad time i gonna turn in so stay tune to my story for tml .

new finding

2009-02-10T17:39:00.004+08:00

went out with mummy today . had breakfast at the macdonal's at BRAS BERSA .
dam cool la the mac is like so high class . hahas .

seats in the second level of the mac. .

side tables

big couch !!! =>
can turn side to side but nt 360 degrees

long table

seats at the side by the window

the window
can slide to block the sun de worhs....

sign of the girl's toilet
cant take the boy's cos there is staff there XP

the toilet hahas . also very nice lehs.

okays . that it for the mac if nt i wn ask for commission lor .
but cn consider to go with friends it's dam nice . to me la .
after that headed to SK and then chinatown . alot of place la then headed back home at 5 plus . had tori Q bento again with mummy .

end of the day .

first closing in hougang

2009-02-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

today i took over jannah's shift at cotton . cos she's going to lot 1 with michelle .
i was doing closing with ayuni . kinda relax though hahas.
today saw alot of ppl . eunice came to visit me along with her family hahas , then she saw hu-ge was also at HM . but i didnt met him . then i saw marcus and felix and also zhanxiang . hahas seems like hougang is a hangout for my friends.

well this wednesday meeting chinyi and kor kor to reborn my hair as well as colour . hmmp . deciding on my hair colour on that day . but rinne ask me to try reddish colour . hahas . slowly think about it bah . gonna stay kinda long at the place , definitely X| .

skating

2009-02-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

today meet michelle and hongli at 3 pm .
i reached first so headed to the popluar and i got the eclipse !! so happy . then after that went to kopitiam to eat with them . once we are done we headed to pasir ris beach to blade . actually i was suppose to cycle but in the end due to michelle ended up blading . i fell quite a few times , and only like only knw how to blade a little . next time im gonna cycle !

we blade for 2 hours but i spent like 1 and a half hour doing nothing . waste money!!!!
after that headed to tampines popular to buy breaking dawn ! im like so happy cos i gt the whole series and no needa freed about what's gonna happen next . =)
well thats for today .
photos will be updated until michelle sends it .

busy day

2009-02-04T19:51:00.004+08:00

today was being woke up by the msges from my phone .
dam irritated by that . but i still wake up .

went out at 2 plus , headed to SK to help my mom pass something to some one .
after that headed to hougang mall , was LATE! was suppose to meet michelle at 3 but i reached at only 3:30 . im super sorry !!! after that left at about 4:15 i headed to kovan meet jonathan for pool session . initially 2 more person is suppose to come but in the end they didn't . nw at home , doing nth , no work tml so gonna relax .

valentine's comin soon . and i have an appointment with cotton on cos i'm working . hahas . hmmp no bad though cos i've gt no plan on valentine's , and i doubt anyone will call me . so well good for me . =)

dnno how to put the balls. kinda dumb .

first day in hougang

2009-02-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

today was my first day in cotton on hougang . =)
it was okays overall .

this morning woke up at 9 plus in the morning , took my shower and headed to work already .
went to KFC had my breakfast cum lunch . after that had some time so continue on twilight . it's exciting . =)
headed to shop at about 1150 . started work at fitting room , taking over jannah . opening cartons . hmmps , kinda slow though to me . then after that some people came to do some electric check . so it's like power circuit check , only me n michelle in the shop and we had to do racking up .
after the people are gone our shop re-opened , so i continued opening cartons . after im done with cartons i packed the store cause i was supposed to keep some items packed . but the store is just oo messy to store them , so i cleaned up the store and also the mess outside the fitting room . got the feel of achievement la ! =D
after that it's knock off time !
went to post office then popular . and head-ed back home . on the way back , i continue on twilight so funny and interesting =)
when i reached home , my mom was back ALRDY . so went shopping with mom for awhile .
after came back home .
tml no work , im relaxed . so gonna continued on my twilight !

our luck

2009-02-02T21:03:00.003+08:00

this morning at about i think 8 plus i was awaken by a call .
check the caller - id ; unknown no. so ignored
then called again . i picked up . an indian was speaking at the other end . i replied, "er.. wrong no."
like wtf disturbed my beauty sleep !! cos ytd slept at 3 plus .
nvm went back to slp . then woke up at 12 plus . met michelle n hongli at 530pm .
walked around amk hub . then headed to jubilee . actually wanted to play pool . so michelle introduce us to amk , in the end the pool centre alrdy 倒闭 cant believe went all the way there but no pool!! . nvm then we shopp-ed at poplular. michelle bought a twilight . while i bought twilight n new moon n an album . so cool spent so much in one day . after that headed back to amk hub . then went to giordano to buy polo tee . 2 for $30 kinda worth it . went for a walk then headed back home .

while we are near jubilee , we went to a place call sembawang/serangoon bookstore to have a look . the stationary is dam cheap cn consider to visit there next time . =)
tml gonna be my first day at hougang cotton on . haiis . nt sure how it will be .

out with my cousin =)

2009-02-01T21:48:00.003+08:00

jus came bck frm shopping with my cousin .
went meet her at 4 pm then walk arnd bugis , then headed to cotton on wisma .
she bought a denni shorts . and other stuffs in cotton on body .
after that went taka , bought toriQ bento , GOGO cheese chicken balls , n a bottle of green tea .
had our dinner outside taka . was so dam full when i finished 3/4 of the bento .

after that headed to paragon where she call it bai le gong . shopp-ed awhile then headed to hereen then walk-ed back to bugis .

my cousin n me

nw gonna appeal course le .

funny

2009-01-31T20:06:00.002+08:00

ytd went out at about 4 plus , meet at arnd 5 plus with lingna . then went to find singyun .
after that headed to plaza sing to meet up with Eunice n Elisha for a movie
dam funny!!!!
nice show too.
after that walk-ed back home .

today was at home the whole day , sleep , eat , surf the net . kinda like a pig :(
hahas dnno wads gonna happen tomorrow .
hpefully a better day .

renwal of contract

2009-01-29T19:48:00.002+08:00

today woke up early morning 7.30am . dam shag !!
had to go dwn to bishan library to renew my contract . had photo session too!!!
then went to shop-ed with Michelle, i bought a pair of slippers from m)phosis
then headed to hongli's house . i fell asleep ! in the living rm X]
then after that headed back to bugis . n nw back home .
today's simple . that's my life . kinda boring .

tml's the day ppl . knowing of which sch we are posted to .
so nervous!!! hpe i cn get into the school i want!!

3rd day of CNY

2009-01-28T21:56:00.003+08:00

today's outfit

today went out with michelle and hongli .
this morning alarm rang so woke up . msges floodin in alrdy .
first was michelle then Elisah .
michelle was checking out about today , cos we went for a movie then headed to michelle's hse n hongli's hse to bai nian .
elisah was asking if im free on friday to catch a movie as well as sat's bai nian with him n kanglin n others .
but didn't give him reply cos im unsure .

tml's gonna be renew contract day . have to wake up early . so sian ....
today had quite a fun day as well as so sad news . dn wnna talk abt it but will take sm time to get over it .

mi n michelle

2nd day of new year

2009-01-27T21:01:00.004+08:00

2nd day of lunar new year
<-- this is my outfit hahas .
didn't go anywhere actually , was loitering arnd bugis . hahas . the rest of the time im at home slping!!

outfit in full photo

i went to BHG with my mom , im like so dam tired la! but nth better to do . so caught a glimpse of myself in full outfit ^^

lunar new year!!!

2009-01-26T17:01:00.002+08:00

outfit of the day^^

just came bck from my visits for 大年初一,
kinda tired .
first i went to my yi po's hse stayed there for quite lng after that went to my gu gong's hse .
i saw a pink taxi with the 牛角on top la . so dam cute ; wanted to take a picture but it drove off be4 i cn take a photo . dam it!!!next headed to visit my grandmother at my aunt's hse . had a small gamble with two of my cousin n two aunts !!! i did win abit . but its blackjack tt we are playing i wn play mahjiong la .

shoes that i wore

bag that i use

bag that i used to store orange
had kuek lapis at gu gong's hse

cousin gave me this kimono dress

full view of outfit
angbaos recieved!=)

new year's eve

2009-01-25T18:08:00.003+08:00

just had my steamboat n now bloggin

this morning i was awaken by my super loud alarm .
thought of going bck to slp but had to wake up to go pray my ancestors .
well okays , so i gt up n realised that i had 5 msg!!!
sad to say michelle had msged me but i was unable to reply her :(
she's in malaysia nw bcck only on the 27th . cn only msged her then .
then after my pray visit , i went to bugis street n shop . well most of the shop are open-ed ! .then later of the day Kiwi asked me to accompany him to amk hub to buy computer games-.-!
of cos after that went to play a little then after that he sent me hme .hahas then it was steamboat time cos i said i was hungry n my mom replied that we cn start dinner! LOLs . XDD

well tonight dnno what programme will there be but it exciting la . XDD
update again...

tml's new year

2009-01-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

just came back from work not long . tiring day . but it's the last day at Cotton On Tamp. sad yet happy . sad cos cant see my peeps often alrdy la!!! :'(
well today hmmp gus made the day happy la . he went into the fitting room trying on leggings . cant imagine but he did! like OMG la!!!

it's dam funny .

saw KIWI when i knock off. didn't expect that i would bump into him at tm . well coincidence, that's all i can say lor .

well tml new year eve gonna meet my friend to get some last mintue new year stuffs !!! so dam late can . hhas . that's my style lor . XP

tt's all for today ! miss u guys at tm !

post of the day

2009-01-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

in another like few hours im gonna start work again .
haven't got my new year accessories ..... dam it!!!!

well fews days back i was like thinking alot , like spendings, working hours, friends, n relationship.
relationship i should dropped it . no point saying i''ve given up totally .
well friends just reminds me of my best sister EUNICE LIM . she called me ytd , asking me out .
it's like super long ever sinced we went shopping la!!!! miss u too.

well work was like boring everyday , alone without friends , break alone , everything was like solo!.
well kinda getting used to it though , but some of my colleuge was like "wad happened, y there's no smile'
well i just gotta say im nt a very loud person so when im alone i will be super duper quite !!! .
dont be too surprised if i dont smile .
well spendings was ALOT for me . kinda heart pain!!!!
working hours would definitely be long long long!!!!

well sunday morning gonna shop with my friend for new year stuffs . hahas so last min. cn .
well hpefully it's opened ! XD

another day

2009-01-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

it's was a tiring day .
initially i was suppose to off ytd . but sean contacted me the day before asking me f i could take over him . since he needs help n i'm free so i helped him out . but today was kinda tiring cos i didn't had my breakfast n i rushed to work .
i'm like so dam hungry la !!!!!!!!!!
i reach at abt 12.30 ++ then my break was at abt 5 ++ . cool.
luckily i bought a mug to drink to make myself bloated with acid drinks to prevent myself from thinking abt food......
well it worked some how eventually .
closing was also tiring
cos from nw on TABLES N RACKS'S CLOTHING HAVE TO BE SIZED RANGE!
sianns ...... =/
well had to do it no choice its my job .

oh nn today i saw amanda . hmmp i saw quite alot of friends within this mnth.
cool . but im not stayin at tamp for long.... sad :( will miss my peeps there .

well gonna watch anime XD .

arghs!!!! finally

2009-01-22T12:33:00.003+08:00

sorry ppl I've gt cut off from the internet so didn't update my blog for like super long !!!!

now time to resume my bloggin' . =)
anyways CNY is coming soon , so fast cn....

but alot of things happened when i did nt update my blog, love to share but lazy to type =P
will do so if the incident is link to one of my post .

well gotta check & update on my stuffs . bb

job interview

2008-11-18T18:28:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!! I'VE GOTTA JOB! HAHAS =D

woohu...

2008-11-11T20:37:00.003+08:00

finally Os is over. nw what i can do is wait for the results.
although i should be relax though. but the grad night is making me crazy!!!
i still gotta do for hairdo which needs money$!!! then needa take taxi there, another$. so not worth for a grad night lor.
haiis. thinking about this, on the day of grad. night my friends wanna go out for a movie i was still wondering if i would have enough $$$......

y issit that every we do need money, cant we do smth that doesn't cost a single cent??
i guess no.

sigh~ no choice i needa try my best to do what i can, i guess that's the only way. hopefully everything goes well.

FINALLY!!!!

2008-10-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

yes finaaly after so so so so so so long i m connected to the internet!!!!
OMG so lng nv online liao
gt so much things to do . still having Os though.
n needa prep for prom.
haiis its stress n busy!!!
well will update when im free

chinese garden trip

2008-09-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

today went to chinese garden with terence at about 7 plus .
we meet at pasir ris after i went my primary for a short while .

in the morning eunice call me out to far east so i went with her . cos she needs to wait for her mum to finish her work . after that went bugis walk walk . we actually went far east for like less than 10 mins than her mum called n we went bugis meet her . so we travel our way there we the call end . i went to but tornado potato at souel food street stall it was nice . introduces by my mum . XD . although it taste like french fries but it's nice :) . then nice long after i buy the potato eunice mothers reached so we meet up n went to parco shopping centre to walk and find a suitable shirt for her mum for a wedding dinner . then after that we had our lunch at bugis food junction . eunice order a spagetti full of garlic until her eat till she can't stand it . understandable . *nods nods* . after that went bugis street i bought a dress n she also bought a dress . we then changed immediately . hahas XDD. then after that she go out with her mum n i head down to SK .

soon i meet up with terence n head to chinese garden . it was a long trip cos we travel from pasir ris mrt to chinese garden one end to another end . n as i was heading to the station i saw joel . lol . so chat n headed off shortly . when we reached chinese garden it was like super crowded cn . we have to queue vry long . actually still okay nt very lng hahas. then i wanted go the pagoda but it was nt open during the festival . so sad :( . then wanted watch the turtle also vry ex . :( . then wanted buy a dog ballon $6 . cool oso ex . then me n terence walk arnd n we went to the ge tai see ppl sing n perform 'bian lian' . there was a short firworks also . super nice :) . loved fireworks it so nice . then after that we went to meet daren . but it seem there was two confucious then we cant meet so we just walk arnd n see of we will meet . okay maybe a little fate we meet hahas . so chat shortly with daren his bro n mother then continued the walk . it was tiring though cos the garden is very big . after that we saw alot of ballons fly into the sky as we head home . a total of $24 . hahas . 1 dora n 2 aeroplanes . hahas still gt doraemon ballons but none fly into the sky . well the trip there was fun . cn see special things . then there was a toy where went u call it to sit it sits when u call it to stand it stands when u call it to dance it dance . so cute la!!! but terence say so bian tai n scary . hahas but i think it's cute ^^.

im gonna go another time during the normal days to see turtles!!!. n see very ke xi .
anyways nw very tired so gonna slp soon . would post mre often if i have the time.

end of prelims!!!!!!

2008-09-09T21:05:00.002+08:00

today was the end of prelims!!! yeppy.
but the major paper coming up. haiis~

anyways today went shopping with my cousin after school .
we went to fish spa. hahas. 15mins for $5. worth it!!!
lovely.
going for more the next time round.
but i needa wait for my leg to heal. haiis. if not i'm not able to enjoy. well glad to say tt my leg is healing very SLOWLY. haiis how i wish it will heal faster.
anyways tml school starts again!!>.<>
haiis i wnna go chinese garden see lantern!! nobody wants to go =(
izzit really tt boring??
i nv go before lo. not even once. haiis how i wish i can go *.*

fireworks festival

2008-08-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

this morning woke up at around 9 plus.
went to serangoon to meet terence n then on the bus meet daren to go marina library to study.
first time went there.
hmmmp. nt bad actually. gt a 'M' level where we went to study. hahasXDD
the chicken chunks, potato chunks and brownies are all very nice. ^^ must go try.
then after that we went to marina square to watch the fireworks.
we took bus 36 .
went pass a solely carl's junior fast food restaurant. dam imba . but we must visit there the nxt tym. it's near East coast and there's a solely KFC restaurant beside also.
then we pass by the F1 master seats where the place is la. dam cool lo. but the ticket too ex. so cannot go. then also pass by the singapore flyers . must go sit one day.

haiis sad.

then we alight in front of the floating platform. it's crowded with ppl.
we went to check out if can go in but need ticket so cant . but i super wanna try to experience the
floating platform lo. but the ticket sure ex. de . then terence say "u stay in Singapore scared no chance meh". hahas gt point there.
terence also ask what time the fireworks starts and there's a lady say 9pm.
which is like 2 hrs away from then.
so we went to marina square shop n eat.
but the food court over crowded so we went to 7-11 to buy food and drinks.
the food court gt an open seat outside whereby we can see the view of the fireworks VERY clearly lor. but too crowded so nv stay there.
after buying our food we went to the open space of the marina square. not crowded. few ppl only. so we find a gd place to watch the fireworks.

the fireworks is super duper nice la.
then daren n terence say "wa like our taxes and GST leh"
hahas know that they are like so called kidding but very funny.
the fireworks is nicer than the National Day de lor. n longer too.
anyways really super nice !!.
looking forward to nxt yr's fireworks . i wnna get the tickets!!!.
n looking forward to terence booking a room near the hotel n invite us to watch the fireworks hahasXDDD.

looking forward to the carl's junior ^^.

UNLUCKY DAY

2008-08-20T19:37:00.002+08:00

today 20082008
cute leh.

well today had my O Levels oral, i personally think i did not do really well. cause I'm like don't know what I'm saying. but i did ask my friends about it then they say "it's okay what~, don't worry too much lah". in my heart I'm like okay maybe i did worry too much, but i just can't help it when I'm like super worried. plus i felt that I'm really stupid!!!! cause before the oral I had looked through the SARS and Bird flu but i did'nt link it. how stupid can i get la!!!!!!!

after my oral i ask the others how they did pearlyn says she's gonna As it, jon lim say he's gonna get merit probably 10% distinction. kevin says he super confident. but I'm like totally not.
but well what can i say, i just have to work super hard for my english. and As it!!!!!!!!!!!! conslutation it is.

today was also like my unluckiest day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
first morning when my father drive me to school on the way we was like beside the so called mud truck then don't know the stupid driver got license anot lo. the mud dropped out of the truck n spill onto me n my father. i was like what the hell , i wake up to iron my clothes n prepare for O levels then now this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lucky office had extra clothing so i changed, then i was lucky enough to get eunice to change the top cos i can't possibly wear such crumpled shirt. so that's settled then next is my phone. i was like very fussed up cause of my shirt so after borrowing the clothings i run to change but my hp dropped onto the floor then the screen was like also seperated from the phone lo. then terence and kevin fixed it for me i was so grateful !!!. THANKS TERENCE N KEVIN!!!! then another settled. next is the entry prove!!!!!! i was like okay don't make fun with me i did put into my file then i searched for it, can't find!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. lucky i notice early so Mr. Chan help me print. so thankful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

today I'm like 倒了十八辈子的霉.
hopefully not another time le.
kkays nw oral over. needa work super hard for compo n compre then also must make friends with stalin n hitler!!!!. alots to do. also not forgetting H2SO4 and the others!!!!!!

HAPPY!!!

2008-08-10T19:56:00.003+08:00

today went to jam's autograph session.
super crowded la.

anyways gt his autograph on both gai ban and original album.
anyways i wanna thanks ling na lots. cos she lend me money buy gai ban n gt his autograph!!!
<33s>.< cos i ask her bring home try. anyways we were sad cos we didnt win a chance to go dragonfly to watch jam's preformance. :'( hopefully next time i've gt the chance. haiis nowadays really 錢不夠用 sia. $$$ where are you?? anyways im looking forward to frh's concert in SG. i must go!!!!

then after the autograph session me n ling na walk all the way to marina square then bck to suntec convection centre. dam tried and my leg hurt!!! its like gt blister when i walk . *faints*
then we went to the bus stop outside suntec n waited for 578 .
in the end i had to take all the way to sengkang which the uncle say will reach. but nv stop at bugis>.<. then nvm i go the sengkang then ling na ask the uncle gt go compass then she say the uncle will tell me where to alight. so okay lo i listen to the uncle.
in the end the last stop was like at the sculpture park. then the uncle ask me where i wanna go, i say compass point then he drived me there so thankful n honored!!! nxt tym dare nt take bus with ling na. shuld take mrt safer.>.<

2008-07-28T20:11:00.001+08:00

me want met jam hisao!!!!
10 aug 1330 at suntec!!!

today

2008-07-27T20:33:00.006+08:00

well first of all no comments for ytd's gathering at mr muru's huse.
jus think overall its okay(probably the most memorable)

well actually really gt the mood to post but just had a conversation with sm one n all the mood was like gone.
it's like he was telling me y ppl hate me n wished for me to change.
even though it may be for my own good
but wads wrong with being my ownself??
mabye u guys have friends arnd u who cn be trusted.
maybe u have friends that feelings cn be shared.

but have u ever been thru the feelin of having no friends that u cn trust for 10 yrs thru out ur primary n secondary school.
probably not right.

yes i may nt be very well-liked. n being make fun off. even havin some stupid people videoing things and posted onto the internet.(those that really shuldn;t be)
HAVE U EVER BEEN THRU TT??
being insulted being make used or rather make fun off??
do u thing i would want these friends??

but have u ever think i would want this
becos wanna have a friend and change myself
doind things i shouldnt??
shuld this be wad im suppose to do??
i really dont understand
somtimes i would really wanna be by myself with no friends.
truefully hope for one person to really understand me.

y issit that im always pulled to join things that results into something bad??
y issit that everytime i do something that it really purely nth wrong but get blamed??
y issit that everytime i have to get compared??
is it wrong to have good grade or performance??
sometimes i just really like to put an end to everything arnd me.
just like getting into a deep slumber.
n never waking up.

if i was to be hated i would rather remain it as it is.
cos no matter how i change im just a nobody o the people around me.

(the smile is no longer within me, its dead)

photo!!!

2008-07-21T20:37:00.004+08:00

as i said today is 'phototaking' day.
it shall be photo time.

RACIAL HARMONY; PEIHWA; 2008

2008-07-21T12:21:00.001+08:00

today in school was so called a racial harmony day.
then now in the com lab my cher ask us to blog about today, so blog lo. hahasXD

hmmps.
today was actually very funny everyone wear their enthic costume just like in primary school.
and everybody in our class actually wear enthic costume. so cool right? >.<>

i also borrowed a costume from my friend. and i went to her house to collect. so cool. that day around 8 people!! borrowed from her. hahas. she does have lots of costume.

today was like a photo session, take photo here take photo there. not much lessons.
hmm. considered relaxing. good.

then after this lesson we will go to the hall and chit chat. don't know do what?!?
but one thing is to choose the best outfit.
today saw people wear yukata, kimono,etc. korea also. lol.
but i guess so far only one korean outfit, maybe she will be the winner??
don't know??

well guess today will be like the most funniest day of all.

my life......

2008-07-07T19:59:00.003+08:00

this few days im, like bored to death le la.
then lim ask me wn go pool but i pass.
hmmm. think abt it like should actually go cos really nth to do.
but like play too much go will become sian.
haiis dnno la.

anyways today stayed home all day.
really bored.
nth to do.
watch tv till nw still watchin.
anyways today rain whole day so cannot go out.
then i was like sian........

haiis tml schoolin le.
lots of work will be piled on me.
haiis sian.

O lvl must u come this yr??

GCE CAMBRIDGE O LVL - FOOD AND NUTRITION

2008-06-26T16:50:00.009+08:00

today was my fnn practical actual. it was like a failure i guess. hopefully i didnt really score vry badly for it.

the first dish i made was very sucessful n its nice too. APPLE STRUDEL! I was elated at least my apple strudel turned out good.
cos i was like very rush at the last 30 to 15 mins.

next is curry puffs. i tried my best as time is running. yes really running out i mean it.
my pastry seem to be too thick cos i rushed thru due to the time. but no choice. i guess the fillings is okay. but becos of the pastry it turns out kinda nt tt good. well as for my cher she only say tt the apple strudel was nice the rest nt. HAHAHA. I WANNA FAINT!!!!!

well as for now i m like left with only 15 mins. YES! 15. i was forced to do wadever i cn to make out another two dishes. which i was like stressed out!!i was like cut the bannana, avocado and strawberries n mix with dairy milk n blend. well my frens say it was okay. but i nv try. hahas. my teacher also dn really like it. to her she is like everything nt nice. well u cant expect anything nice to come out at the last min. so i just do my best.then i came out with a avocado with banana and strawberries soup but it looks more like a drink.

now time is REALLY running out liao. haiis no choice anyhow mix out this but its definitely nt edible. lol. this was like a total failure to me lo. this was like made in only a few min. the pasta too some ppl its okay but to my cher its nt edible. haiis i die le lor. i think only my presentation can get a better mark. im gonna die!!!!!

well to the next grp taking practical next thursday.
1) really work fast!!!i meant it FAST!!!!!
2)dn stop dwn!
3)make sure the food is just nice dn overcok
4)nn dishes use le needa wash if really no time cn last mintue then wash.cos cher nv say anything.

kkaes gs luck to the other la. ganbate!!^^

【海芋恋】

2008-06-18T18:33:00.004+08:00

Hai Yu Lian 海芋恋 - Jam Xiao Jing Teng

kinda like this song alot so post.

春天的來臨悄悄地釋出曖昧的氣息

在百花齊放的季節裡你清新脫俗的有股詩意

你在天南星高雅亮潔好美麗喔~~~好美麗

*初夏的來臨也溢出了俏皮的氣息

在暑氣充斥的季節裡你晶瑩剔透的帶著涼意

你在天南星氣勢非凡好活力喔~~~好活力

*輕輕柔柔的想念在單戀的季節

還記得湖畔曾與你相遇

喔~~ 甜甜蜜蜜的曖昧在熱戀的季節

還記得你的笑容無比的甜

你迷人的魔力我如夢奇遇愛不可思議

唔~~~妙不可語喔~~~我們在

白白淨淨的湖面在海芋的季節

開滿著美若天仙的海芋

緩緩慢慢的夏天在熱戀的季節

我坐在湖邊開始輕描淡寫

today

2008-06-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

today cant sleep because i had a bad block nose
so i woke up and went to work with my mom.

it was like 0725 when the shop is done with the necessaries.
then i went dwn n buy roit prata.
it was tasty cos long time have not eat alrdy.

the day before my mom n I thought of eating BK breakfast so
i went to buy
i walked thru the bugis street
its super duper quite, of cos early morning lol.
as i was walking it cn clearly be seen that the street is separated into two.
just like the roads we see . cool huh. lol

when i reached the BK its nt open yet so i walked bck.
sian.
walkin dwn the lonely street hahas.

it was 7 plus when the wet market started to get a little more crowded
and as time gets later the more ppl there are.

after i had breakfast.
its was work time!!
but i cannot stand it cos the effect of the pills i took in the morning seems to take place
so i slept for like almost the whole afternoon.
in the end like never help hahas.
nvm tml going out with mom.
its gonna be shoppin'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bored

2008-06-11T09:41:00.002+08:00

boring.
boring.
boring.

sitting on my bed starrin' at my laptop.
bored to death.
waiting time to pass.
waiting for the time to come.
gonna play pool later.
addicted.XD

friday ss consultation.
bored.
didnt prepare anything.
sure kanna scoldin.
better do smth before going.
if nt more work's gonna come.
times' nt up yet.

waitin'.
waitin'.
waitin'.

yesterday & today

2008-06-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

ytd went to play pool with lim™, hn, kevin and alan.
we played for like 4 hrs. was really fun.
so we are like addicted to it n thinking of playing it another time.

today went to watch KUNGFU PANDA^^
was dam funny. i laugh alot and almost cried. XD
nw im left with narnia!!^^

after that we went to the heren, wisma and cine.
it was like kinda boring cos they are shopping guys stuff.
halfway as we are walking we met eunice.
hahas so qiao^^
so envy her
cos her bf bought her alot of stuff
me dn have:(
haiis. sad la
tml needa go work=\
borinn.
hpefully fun days will cme

quiz?!?

2008-06-02T23:27:00.003+08:00

Terence ask me do this quiz. (:
01. What’s the connection between you and the last person that called you?

;friend
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?

;24/7 on!
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
;in sch f&N

04. When did you last cry?

;when i watched a touching show?!?
05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?

;bread
06. What do you want in your life right now?

;my dreams come true
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
;carry an umbrella

08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?

;my soft toy seal^^
09. What bottom are you wearing now?

;puma shorts
10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?

;"kelly, you job and money forecast is here"
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
;never

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
;no

13. What was the last movie you caught?

;cant rmb
14. What are you proud of?

;nth
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

;doc. of my work
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

;cant rmb, cos love singing
17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
;yea, xiiaogongzu/zhu, sotong,keke

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
;royston,on F&N tml

19. What time did you do to bed last night?

;11++pm
20. Are you currently happy?

;so-so
21. Who gives you best advice?
;me

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

;no!
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?

;no one
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
;nobody

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
;fm

26. Do you wear toe socks?

;yea
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

;alan?!
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
;of cos

29. What annoys you most in a person?

;noisy
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

;yea
31. Have you ever done cocaine?

;no,
32. What is the colour of your room?
;no rm nw. but its white

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?

;no=.=
34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk is cheap’?
;so-so

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
;me

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
;auntie

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
;no

38. Do you have a life?
;yea=.=

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?
;yup

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
;cos i like it

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
;someone in sch i guess??

42. Last time you smiled?
;today

43. Have you changed this year?
;yea

44. What are you listening right now?
;nth

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
;nope

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
;duh open la

47. Is there a quote you live by?
;社會這麽多人不可能每一個人對你都是真心的家人才是永遠最真心的 copyright frm 阿布

48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
;no

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
;yea

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in week?
;dnno

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm??
;trying to slp

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
;nope

53. What song best describe your love life?
;thinking about you

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
;nt sure

55. Who always make you laugh?
;anyone cn do tt

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
;duhhhhhh, of cos

57. Favourite website?
; no special web

58. What your middle name?
;dn hve

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
;dnno

60. What do you think you are like?
;no i know

61. Who will you choose to die with?
; myself

62. Where have you been today?
;sch, compass

63. What game do you play often?
; no specific game

64. Who are you missing right now?
;no one

65. If you’ve to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
;friend

66. What are you doing right now?
;doin this quiz

67. Which primary school are you from?
;chongzheng primary sch and rivervale primary school

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
;black,white, yellow

69. What emotion you like to show?
;happy

70. What is your life to you?
;precious

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
;nt to think about it

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
;lim

73. Who so you admire most?
;arron yan ya lun(wu geng lin)

74. Which month are you born in?
;oct

75. How are you feeling right now?
;lonely

76. What is the time now?
;1145

77. Where are you now?
;living rm

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
; i dnt dye my hair

79. Why are you doing this test?
; cos im ask to

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
;dnno

81. At which age you wish to get marry>
;20++

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
;friends

83. Do you think you have enough confident?
;no

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
;family

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
;yea

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
;have all my dreams come true

87. What is your goal for this year?
;pass o lvl with flying colours

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
;no

89. What feeling do you love most?
;warmth

90. Do you really think its Gobal Warming now?
;ya

91. What feeling you hate the most?
;sians

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
;yup

93. Do you believe in god?
;so-so

94. Who cares for you most?
;family

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
;my family

96. What will you bring when you fight?
;knife or bat?!?

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
;making wrong choices

98. What would you feel that on one no longer cares for you?
;lonely

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
;he is a bastard

100.What do you want now?

;my dreams come true

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.

Next list 10 people whom you would want them to do this, at the end of the post.
Notify them I their tag box that he/she has been tagged.
1. Jonathan lim™
2. Eunice
3. Naqib
4. Michelle
5. Alan
6. Syrain
7. Ling na
8. Marcus
9. Clay
10. Albin

borinG~

2008-05-30T12:44:00.001+08:00

now inside com lab. jus finish my f&N practical nt long ago. the apple strudel i made was nice but the appearance like kinda ruined.

then i made the curry puff pastry, it was a mess. so i decided to wash up n try another time. then i tried alot of dishes that my friends made. they taste so gd la!!! i am like so jealous. (nw kevin beside me saying "u nv even eat any vinegar".)

then as i was washing up, i begged hin nam to buy drink for me cos i cant leave unless i finish cleaning up. then i splash water at him( a little only) but he splash ALOT!!!.
nt fair make me wet!!!!

then nw come down to com lab n do nth!!! really nth!. waiting for cher to come.
so decided to blog.

later gt english then physic. total is 3hrs. then after that my mom booked a time from 6.30 to 7pm slot to meet cher. cos its ptm.
i didnt do well so nw im like gonna mug. really mug!!!.

alright stop here.

love atitude calculator

2008-05-26T15:46:00.002+08:00

To find your love attitude number, add your birth month and your birth date together. Keep reducing it until it's a single digit.
Example:January 28(January for 1st month; 28 for date)

1+28 == 29(2 for 1st digit, 9 for 2nd)
2+9 == 11(1 for 1st digit, 1 for 2nd)
1+1 == 2;your love attitude number is 2.

Read on below to find out what your love style is supposed to be.

If your number is:

ONE....
You are charming imaginative and independent. Usually your style is ahead of others; you know what's in and what's way out. Sometimes you're a little too aggressive when it comes to pursuing a love interest. You have a way of drawing attention wherever you go, and this dramatic flair usually attracts the strongest guys. Your competitive nature either draws or repels guys/gals...but those who can't handle your power aren't your types anyway. At times you can be possessive, manipulating and demanding with your friends and in love relationships. You like guys/gals with lots of intelligence... and knock-'em-dead good looks don't hurt either.

TWO....
Your love nature is sentimental, romantic and kind. Your easygoing, mild manner allows almost everyone to feel very comfortable with you - especially shy guys/gals. Your modesty and tact enable you to get along easily with both sexes.You are a natural peacemaker and can be very persuasive with words, which helps you to gain the respect of your classmates. You can also be too sensitive at times, and your greatest drawback is a lack of confidence to stand up for yourself in conflict. Your favorite type of guy/gal is gentle, affectionate, one who is also strong and playful. A great sense of humor is also a must. A guy/gal who loves to listen to music and dance should rank high on your list of favorites, too.

THREE......
You are imaginative, fun-loving, thrill-seeking and expressive. You're so charming that you attract many friends and you are almost never lacking guys/gals. In your earlier years, you may be totally shy and self-conscious, but you'll lose those qualities in the high-school years. You can be sort of vain or even a bit of a show-off when you get caught up in exciting events in your life, but you usually redeem yourself in some playful way before you lose a friend. Jealousy shows its ugly head sometimes, but generally you aren't affected by it unless your guy/gal tries to provoke it. In the guy/gal department, you prefer the athletic or artistic types. You're in absolute heaven when you find both of those qualities in the same guy/gal. When you're looking for love, a guy/gal who can make you laugh scores points, big time!

FOUR....
You tend to be loyal, dedicated and good hearted. You're one of the most diligent students when you really try, and you tend to make your schoolwork a priority. You also express those same qualities in your love relationship.No one is more faithful and trusting than you. In fact, those tendencies can be a little negative in your romantic life. You may sometimes hang on too long to a guy/gal who doesn't give you the respect and love you deserve. You can be stubborn and a bit of a troublemaker if the mood strikes you but you can usually dig yourself out of that hole just in time to stay out of major trouble. You usually fall for extremes when choosing a love mate - he/she may be a show-off or a teacher's pet. Whatever the type, it helps if he/she is good-looking, too,but that's not a major consideration for you.

FIVE.......
Your love attitude is adventurous, charismatic and spontaneous.You are creative and adaptable, and you can come up with the most exciting and sometimes daring things to do. Your quick intelligence and way with words help get you out of the problems that come with being flirtatious and playing hard to get. You need to pay close attention to your personal values because you love to try new and different things and easily go along with the crowd and the consequences can put extra strain on your relationship with a boy/girl. You like guys/gals who have great bodies and good looks, along with exceptional brain and high grades.It helps if they are highly athletic or involved in as many activities as you,otherwise you might get bored! Variety is the key to your love attitude number.

SIX............
You are warm, loving, devoted and affectionate. Your outgoing,thoughtful nature attracts many girlfriends/boyfriends to you and usually some of the nicest guys/gals too. Because of your need to care, you can end up in a relationship that requires too much care taking to make it balanced. Since home and family play important roles in your life, you are unlikely to be attracted to guys/gals who your parents wouldn't like. Sometimes you have a slight jealous streak...but it doesn't last long. Some people with this love attitude number are prone to making harsh judgements of others, especially when others don't share your set of values. You are especially attracted to the good looking,boy/girl-next-door type who is smart as well as a gentle man/woman.

SEVEN........
Your love nature is thoughtful, poetic, mystical and mysterious. A few people with love attitude number seven are class clowns, and they usually attract guys/gals who like to be given a hard time. But most of you are the quiet,reserved types who dislike calling attention to yourself. Your type generally attracts guys who feel the same way you do. Your refined, independent and secretive nature is very alluring to certain guys/gals. At times you can also be somewhat fault finding and a little demanding in your love relationship and with friends. You are mostly attracted to guys/gals who aren't like all the rest; aloner easily attracts you. And, if he/she reads a lot and enjoys learning,he/she is especially perfect for you.

EIGHT.......
Your love attitude is confident, powerful and exciting. This number usually makes for a very conscientious student, someone who puts schoolwork ahead of a social life. However, you also enjoy being a leader among your classmates and will seek offices or other positions that enable you to use your leadership skills. Because of this, you can be somewhat intimidating to certain guys/gals. You can also be a little too intense, bossy and jealous for your own good. Your love match is definitely someone who is smart, handsome and popular. You like quality over quantity and will usually wait until the guy/gal with the best attributes comes along.

NINE........
You have a sophisticated attitude that is also generous and considerate. Your responsible, charitable nature may find you attracting guys/gals who want someone to confide in or who makes them feel secure. At a very young age, you developed the type of personality that makes others feel safe and protected. You will carry these qualities into your adult years and, down the road, you'll be a good mom/dad because of them. On the negative side, you can be argumentative and overly emotional, and you usually possess a temper that can make everyone run for cover. You like the kind of guy/gal who is responsible and impeccably dressed and has gorgeous eyes and a great body. Charm, wit and (of course) brilliance could make him the perfect guy/gal for you

copyright from jaryl's blog

today

2008-05-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

today's O lvl paper was like very easy.
but paper 1 i dnno wadda write.
cher sae its a killing question but i did it.
haiis no point saying it cos its too late
but paper 2 is like so dam easy.
except for the zhong he tian kong lar.
urm i have the confidence of getting a B but still hope i get a A which is the best.

another earthquake

2008-05-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

the news at 10pm just reported that another earthquake happen at sichuan again.
this time is a 6.4 eathquake.
even beijing also gt affected.
so many ppl gt injured again
seeing the no of ppl dying and injury increase day by day.
kinda make me really dnno what to do to help them.
children losing their lifes.
bodies being found n buried.
i really feel sad for them.

y is god doing this to us??
taking away lifes slowly from earth?!?

after watching the chi san on channel 8 i felt that the ppl really really need our help.
i also felt that the love within parents is very powerful.
seeing another news on the newspaper
saying a girl cut off her leg begging the officer to save her.
without even eating another medication to deduce the pain.
she just amputate her legs with an electric saw.
wad cn i say.
painfulness and hurtful.
tears is wad we are having nw.
but blood is wad that is dripping nw in si chuan

they are rebuilding homes and school for the people.
wad we cn do is to give our support them.
n bless that they are able to strive thru all the obstacles that is up ahead their future.
may they live peacefully and happily even without any kins around.

lets help them

2008-05-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

the earthquake in sichuan have alrdy pass for a few days.
other countries have been striving thier best to help the people who have lost their homes and kins.

tomorrow will be Singapore's turn.
pls ppl lets try our best to help them.
even though we may nt be able to donate alot of money.
but a little money still mean alot to them.
even we do not have any money
we cn still put in some effort to help those needy ppl.

compared to them we are really fortunate.
the feeling of losing ur love ones is something we really cant image.

just in a few mintues or mabe seconds
so many innocent lifes are being taken away.
y god created us n now wanna kill us?!?

MONDAY!!!

2008-05-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

monday
monday
monday!!!
yes this coming monday would be the GCE O Level chinese paper.

hmmp. it's fast though.
my friends all mugging in grps but i m going mugging alone.
lonely??
urm. nt really at least i cn study peacefully and concentrate better when im like alone.
nt bad actually.
well i hope nth goes wrong during my O level.

im sitting at the third last seat of the row its like first time im sitting so back.
hopefully its nice?!?
hahas
y care abt seats.??
concentrate la!!!

anywas i hope i cn aces this sub cos its the most easy paper.
and then throw the subject away totally.

well good luck guys!! strive for the A1!!

hmmp mondAY!!!

2008-05-10T20:46:00.002+08:00

ytd and today ive been working didnt have much rest
tml gonna work again.
hmmps wad abt monday.
of cos NO i wanna rest for at least 1 day n hang out with eunice my god sister!!!
we are gonna go out on monday
hahahas.

i think we will be like twins cos we bought the same shirt today n planning to wear it on monday when we go out.
hahas we wil be like really strange

well anyways really relieve that MYE is over!!!
n wad im worrying nw is the results cos i noe i wont score well.
haiis more aces for me i guess.
omg i feel like dying!!!!!!!!!!!
stress stress stress man.
i just feel like giving all i gt and take the Os once n for all then i dn needa study for such a lng period lo.
haiis too bad i cant do that.
so sad.
nvm i'll just bare with it then.
Os can u pls end soon?!?

hurray!!!

2008-05-09T09:44:00.002+08:00

ytd was my last paper additional maths adn f&n
a maths was like dam hard.
but f&n was like dam easy.

haiis i think mye i didnt do well lo.
nw must buck up for prelims alrdy.
cannot play play worh.
must study hard
if nt cant find a decent job.
lol
sound so sarcastic.
well today cant really go out cos my phone line is being disrupted :(
cos my mom nv pay fone bill.
like so suay again!!!!
wahhh. i like dam bored now.
hmmp.
friends that dn need go sch go play lan.
then the others taking art exam.
haiis so bored
nvm. i shall go my mothers shop then.
HAVE A NICE DAY!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

2008-05-05T17:54:00.002+08:00

ytd my mother bought me a laptop!!.acer brand that i hv aimed for very long!!!.
the aspire 6920!!i like so happy happy happy that my mummy bought for me la. hehe^^
well still gt 7 items free lo.
so HAPPY!!!
grapic card also very gd everything is like so good.!!!!
ahhh so happy.

hmmp bout today.
i have my history, physic and chinese listening compre papers.
history is the only subject that kill me. the others still okay.
tml chemistry is another paper which requires alot of mermorizing.
haiis sian lor.
wah cant stand t so many things to rmb just for 1 subject.
haiis. i think o lvls worst liao.
STRESS
anyways luck to everybody for tml paper.^^

how's my day??

2008-05-03T22:38:00.003+08:00

today went to work at my mum's shop.^^
well et $30/- only hahas
but enough ler lah.

then today went to cut my hair.
the auntie cut until very short!!!
alot shorter than before.
then i ask her jian bao for me
then nw feel really better.
this few days was like hot hot hot!!!!
u know HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so went to cut hair if nt i cant stand it.
well $10/- only quite worth it.

hmmp someone called today.
have a weird feeling though.
dnno y?jus like tt

well anyways.
me cant stand it wan buy GUCCI baggie!!!.
but no money:'(
work hard and earn for it lo.

P.S lifeless blog

TI AMO

2008-05-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

TI AMO a love song. mute the music player if u r keen to listen.
nice song

exam!!

2008-05-02T16:34:00.002+08:00

today was SS and E.math paper

SS was like so hard but emaths was like chicken feet.!!!

the first thing i gt the paper i was like STUNNED!!!!
WTF i 2 out of three questions i dnno.
the one i know i didnt really rmb much.
i was like die liao die liao.
this morning jonathan told me that globalisation is nt gonna come out.
so ask me to nt study much on tt topic
but my paper was different from his so i study

n guess wad lucky i studied cos i came out!!!!
i was like whew luckily the last question was globalisation if nt i sure fail.
buti guess i may nt pass still cos the points may nt b right source base also very diff.
so haiis still fail.

but im very happy that the emaths paper dam easy!!!.
i finish the paper at arnd 11.59. still gt like 35 mins.
i was like very sian dnno what to do.
than i draw things on the paper.
then cher walk pass n look at me then i look at her.
she look me i look her. very funny.
lolXDDDD
anyways im sure cn score for the paper
but emaths paper 2 sure alot of difficult things come out cos today most of the things i studied
nv come out.
wahh paper 2 sure die.
GANBATE!! jia you!!!
i think i cn still pass der.
hehe^^

hmmmp. monday history another killing paper!!!.
physic? still okay. but must study. haiis~
work hard bah. after exams cn rest!!!!
hurray!!!.

酸甜（蒙牛酸酸乳廣告主題曲）歌詞

2008-04-30T23:05:00.000+08:00

酸甜（蒙牛酸酸乳廣告主題曲）
唱：S.H.E + 飛輪海

拆開了愛情的保鮮
嘗味期限是沒上限
凴我感覺自由來挑選
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

看到你的微笑像可口的櫻桃
笑著對我說你好甜蜜到炸掉
快樂擺在餐桌我好想吃到飽
喝一口浪漫我就開始醉倒

偶爾需要吃醋刺激味蕾
好讓你發現我是多麽可貴
加一點想念加一點冒險
幸福的滋味我調味

拆開了愛情的保鮮
嘗味期限是沒上限
凴我感覺自由來挑選
酸酸甜甜由我做主

品味著愛情的酸甜
嘗味期限是沒上限
平淡濃烈我都不拒絕
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

（酸酸甜甜我來做主）

猜忌懷疑曖昧我都能予體會
愛是一種直覺沒什麽絕對
我們天生一對這星球是覺配
酸甜的回憶每天都要回味

偶爾需要吃醋刺激味蕾
好讓你發現我是多麽可貴
加一點想念加一點冒險
幸福的滋味我調味

拆開了愛情的保鮮
嘗味期限是沒上限
凴我感覺自由來挑選
酸酸甜甜由我做主

品味著愛情的酸甜
嘗味期限是沒上限
平淡濃烈我都不拒絕
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

酸酸甜甜的好滋味
由我來作主
啦啦啦啦
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酸酸甜甜啦~ 啦~ 啦~

拆開了愛情的保鮮
嘗味期限是沒上限
凴我感覺自由來挑選
酸酸甜甜由我做主

品味著愛情的酸甜（愛情的酸甜哦~）
嘗味期限是沒上限
平淡濃烈我都不拒絕（不拒絕~）
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

happy happy happy!!!^^

2008-04-30T21:53:00.002+08:00

today im very happy happy happy!!
I PASS MY HISTORY!!
first time ever!!
im so happy^^!!!!

wow i actually pass my history
i so happy happy happy(sing)
wahhhh finally pass history
now is to worked harder to achieve better marks!!!

oh yea i finally beat kevin n alan n hin nam in smth this term!!!
hahahahasXDDD

well work harder bahhs. hehe^^

lucky day??

2008-04-23T18:15:00.005+08:00

tml is exam!!!!
guys all e best to u.

well today in school like nth. nt get bck papers then do work.
nth much.
hmmp but today seems to be kevin's lucky day. he keep owning me and alan in almost all the subs.
ahhh. cant let this happen!!!
oya promised him to buy one bag cos he sae i make spoil his. well anyways its considered his bdae present
but im like giving him nxt week instead of 11 NOV. darn early!!!!!!!!
hahas fine with me anyways.^^

awwww. i cant wait for TKA2 LAST EPISODE!!!! its dam exciting. omg omg cant wait.
haiis nxt monday then can see and know the ending.
hmp to dl pp stream lo. then i dont needa wait i can watch on the same date and day as the taiwan ppl.
awwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cant wait man......

hmmps. tml exam kinda feel nth. but i think til the very last moment i sure very scared der lo.
haiis 'relax relax' how do i do tt??
dnno?!. hahas^^.
anyways good luck and all e best guys hope u will pass ur exams with flying colours.

oya i've moved to my grandma's hse for abt one week. to me i am okay with it. cos its like in bugis and i cn go shopping!!!! anytime i want. hahas wondering hw i go to sch?? hahas either by MRT or my father's motor. but tiring still. i guess i will get used to it bah.
wish it wont affect my studies.

lovely

2008-04-19T21:37:00.005+08:00

ytd was shuan's bdae.
me celebrate his bdae with eunice, jonathan and gracia.
we made smth to di siao him. hahas
he was kinda disgusted when he saw it. hahas
we made a box ful of our pictures. and inside a big box is small boxes.
and further in is another small box.
another further in is another small box.
i cant rmb how my layers was there but it was really fun.
but good thing is he really love it.
^^

well today eunice, gracia, jonathan, shuan they all went watch movie.
i didnt go cos help my mom at her shop.
but l8r in the evening meet up with them and went shopping.
i wanted go paragon so we did.
and i went in GUCCI, the first thing to do.
my FRAVOURITE brand!!! love it.
wanter to buy a bag. which is $580+
but need $$$
awwwww.... want it badly.

then after that we went to walk walk i plead eunice to go watch the
environment thingy but she don wan. hahas. but still go a while.
hehe^^.
but she suddenly like bad mood.
so the atmosphere guai guai.
hmmp then i have to go home.
thats my day.

and my outfit of the day.

black valentine

2008-04-15T08:16:00.003+08:00

ytd was black valentines' 黑色情人节
didnt have the time to make a valentine post on time.
so do it today

HAPPY BLACK VALANTINES!!^^黑色情人节快乐！！
hmmps black valantine is a day where ppl who are single celebrate tgt
ahh~ my days hahas XDD
well this day ppl who are single will sit around n encourage each other to try better for the year.
hahas. kinda cute.
well gotta stop here.
have a nice day^^. hehe^^

stress

2008-04-08T19:09:00.003+08:00

homework homework homework. coursework coursework coursework.
so many work. dam stree lor.
haiis this sun moving to my grandma hse ler. need wake up early lo. dam sad. haiis.
OMG. let me take a break.
teachers always sae that they know us well. but do they really know deep down inside.
nt every students will let their real feelings out. some may hide it.
we nv know.
like what the purpose of jack neo's films. to me i learnt alot. but wad abt the others. do they really know the movie. the meaning deep down.
we are nt kids. we are nt robots. we as humans need break. though its our crucial yr. but wads the point when u rush through and keep doing when u don get a single thing.

cn they really see the real side of us??
cn they really understand our feelings??
or are they just doing wad they thing its right??
lots and lots of questions??????
nv will we get to know a person deep down.
thats the fact.

feelings, thinking, all the things that is very personal.
we cant figure out hw they really feel.

nt being able to spent time with family?
arent everybody doing this??
work work work, eat eat eat, sleep.
do we get extra time for anything??
thats y time is precious.
family members will always be the only one that know the best of u, no one else.

well said all this just because kinda wanna say out wad i think.

went three times ler!!

2008-04-04T18:21:00.007+08:00

today went to polyclinic again . haiis its like the third time I've been there le lo.
and this time the doctor gave me one BIG bottle of cough syrup. very big lo. dnno when then cn finish. plus i needa finish a bottle of antibiotic. siians.

hehe took picture of my queue no. cos too bored so nth to do.

another week of suffering to go. hais. tml gt test some more. i wish i cn like tel the teacher STOP!!! i need rest!!!!!!!!!. but cant. well i just have to bare with it. they always will answer you sick doesn't give u any excuse to stop learning. but as for me sick almost 2 weeks its still okay?!?
it doesn't sound right to me.

ohya. tuesday went to the sci lab did some experiment and found the solution nice so took a picture of it. hmmp nt clear. but at least cn see a little.

the clear solution nice right.^^.
hahasXDD

well. i hope i cn get well soon n continue with my work. all my friends are recovering fast but nt me. i wonder y??